I'm having a splitting headache lahzx. No mood t fcuking go t school. Skipped school today. NO MOOD TO FCKING DO ANYTH. Grr. Haven't used th internet from home since what, 2 weeks ago? It feels weird already. Somehow th one at school seems more comfortable. HAHA, atleast I get t use th school comp. Better not complain, else I might never get t use it again. Hah.

Nd Shaa Baby, you do talk dirty okay? Or atleast you ask questions that yknow you will get dirty answers. :D So it's still dirty? ALRIGHT? Get that. :P Nd quit calling me a minah! You nd Fareen Baby ey, tk abes-abes panggil aku minah. Padehal orang ckp muke sweet sey. Chey chey chey. HAHA, tkdr laaa. My prangai nd looks definitely NOT cam minah okay? Pejek! Smack your ass cam tu hary baru tau. :P

Haish, I'm having a terrible headache. Got all th memories rushing back into my head. Why must we remember everything that happened in th past? Why can't we just forget them nd move on? It hurts so much t know, that even when he's attached, he's playing timer. Ouch. Did he, when he was with me? Again, ouch. I shouldn't have bothered asking. Suffering from a broken heart, baby.

I thought you were th bestest bestf ever. You stuck by your bestf, maki th people who maki your bestf, nd forgave her even though she backstabbed you. But then when you ran away, why is it that you didn't call me? Did yknow that I was worried sick about you? I'm having a headache cause I didn't sleep properly for th past 3 nights, thinking bout how you are, where you are, whether you're fine. Nd you were wit my boyf th whole time, made him promise not t tell me where you were. Maybe you didn't trust me enough, but I thought you knew me well enough t know that I wouldn't spill your secrets, t atleast call me nd let me know where you were, so that you didn't havta worry. Dyou know how worried SICK I was? You're th 1st bestf I cared about soo much, that I couldn't sleep thinking if you'd even eaten during th time you were away. I don't even care about my siblings this much. It feels like you put a dagger through my heart, baby. You're still me bestf, I don't blame you for what's happened. What's happened has already happened. I only hope, that you'd know th difference between right nd wrong, nd that everything will work out fine for you. I'll always be hoping that you're safe, nd that nothing would happen t you. It's good that you've returned home. After running away multiple times, I should know. It ain't easy t stay outside on your own. Yes, it's fun. But it ain't goina be easy. Especially if you're thinking of quitting school nd living your own life. Home, will always be where th heart is. Nd I'm still waiting for your call. I miss you, takecare.

Sorry for all th people I maki, during th time I was stressed out. I wasn't getting enough sleep, guess my brain just wasn't functioning right. Nd sorry t all th people I disturbed while trying t look for my bestf. I was just worried. Hope you guys understand how I feel.

Nd Fareen Baby, I know it hurts. Relationships always hurt, don't ythink? Remember what I told you bout what happened t me nd him? Atleast Khairul's not doing that. What I'm getting from him, is way worse than what you're getting from your guy. Atleast he tells you he loves you. Instead of using you, then pushing you aside. Mine did. I love you baby, nd I'm always here if you need me. Stop your crying alright? Everyth's goina be just fine, baby.

Nd anak sialan tu, so what if I write about more than one of my exes? Aku ader kcau kau tak? Asal, jealous aku ader ramai ex nak ckp psl, nd kau tkdr? Wanna be th next bitch? Go ahead. You're welcome to. Btw, you ain't pretty. Nd you ain't th youngest in that group you're hanging around wit for you t be acting like you're th youngest. Stop behaving like a total spoilt brat. I know you read my blog often. SO WHAT? Big deal. You only keep tabs on people cause you've got nothing better to do. Da la compared to me, you're nothing. Kau budak NA, aku budak EXPRESS LA SIAL. Nd kau bustard laki kau dgn budak cine. APEHAL? Budak tak sunat pun kau nak? Sape yang cheap skarang? BITCH. Klaw terase ey, mintak maaf taw. FUCK OFF, SLUT. Quit reading my blog if you don't like me. Waste of your time isn't it, that I'm always blabbering bout my exes? Like Kak Yanti always says, Mati tknk. Sial betulllll.

Not goina say what happened, been moody nd smoking non-stop for days. Bitch around wit me these next few days, I swear you'll see th bitch in me. I'm not in th mood for any fcuking crap alright?!