I'm super tired la canzx? Ohgosh. First paper was today, English. It was quite okay lahzx, I believe I can pass (: Th Paper 1, I just finished writing th full-stop for my last sentence when Mdm Heryani said "Put your pens down." I was like, Phewwwww, I managed t finish in time. Hah, I had fun writing th essay. But th letter-writing section, we had t write a proposal. I'm so damn lucky I studies th format what, 5 minutes bfore th exam? Khai Baby said his exam was harddd. Gosh, I hope it was okay for him. I know he'll pass, he promised me that he would study hard for my sake, t prove his dad wrong. Hahaa, he's th sweetest lahzx. My babyloveee. (: Can I say I love him oh-so-much? Yes baby, more than you can ever imagine. My love for you's undescribable. I'll never leave you for anyth in th world at all. Cause you're th most important thing t me now. Nd my Deedi bestf nd Jiwerzx! ;D

Th rest of my day was okay I guess. Tired, but I had fun. Thought I wanted t go out nd smoke in between exams, but th back gate was locked, nd no wayyyyy was I goina walk out th front gate. It's too farrrrr. So we smoked somewhere else, but I shan't say it here. Nnt ader ajer orang paoto. Then after Paper 2, which was okay-okay uh, but pretty hard in a way, I went out t smoke. Hah, went with Shasha, Bina, Mirsha Baby nd Sereen. Cute sakzx dorang. Hah ;D

Yesterday sucked. ): I had probs with my mum ): Nd then I nearly fcuking got raped. I blogged bout th guy bfore, but I didn't put his name (Don't bother searching or asking me who, cause my lips are sealed t protect identity), nd nah, it ain't Zat Babyscandal. Nd it sucked. I was like, crying terribly nd Zat Babyscandal was comforting me. Then he said, next time he wanna meet you, say okay. But let me know so that I can rembat th guy if he do anyth t you ;D Then when I told Khai Baby, he said, "Slamat tak kene urgh, if you kena, that fella conferm kene kicap kat mata by me." Like, so sweet kan? He's mine ajer okay? No one can take him away from me, no matter what.

I hate you, you fcuking horny bastard. Jangan harap I'll meet you again. Like I told you, th worst thing that's ever happened t me, was you, is you, nd will always be you la pukimak. You treat me without dignity nd respect. Who th fcuk are you t do that? No one can touch me, unless I allow them t. You fcuking understand that? Fcuking fuck off from my life, bastard.

Anyway, when I was goina meet him, Shaa Baby asked, "Asal nak jumper dier?" Then Fareen Baby cakap, "Motek uh, aper lagy?" Then I said, "Ey, please ey. Aku da attached. Aku Khai Baby punyer SAJE."

My life sucks mostly, but cause of my bestf, my Jiwerzx nd now Khai Baby, things just keep getting better nd better. I can't even imagine life without you people. I love yall so much (:

I want Farah Sayang t get well super soon. I miss her so much already. Sayang, if you read this, takecare okay? (: