School's been pretty okay, surprisingly. Tiring, but a hell lot of fun. I screwed up my CA1 results, but oh hell. There's still Mid-Year left t prove myself, nd I'm goina do it right this time. No more screwing up my results with my damned attitude. There's no way I'm goina pass anyth without working hard for it, nd this time, I swear I'm going to. I'm just glad I have Twinzx, Kak Yanti, Kak Fee, nd my jiwerzx by my side. I don't need anyone else. They're only goina pull me down. No more Little Miss Nice. Fuck that nd throw it down th drain. So much for being nice t everybody, nd in th end, they're still goina talk behind your back anyway. So why bother being nice?

See twinzx, like I said, sombongkan diri. It's not goina help you by being friendly t everyone around you. Th more friends you have, th more enemies you'll have. So why bother? Cause making more friends, you're never goina know when they're goina stab you in th back. Why bother trying so hard t gain everybody's approval? You don't havta. You live for yourself. When you study hard, you're th one who goes t th top. Nobody's goina share th glory with you. Just know that your closest friends will be there pushing you further up nd congratulating you. Nd when you drop down t th lowest point in your life, it's your closest friends who'll always be there. Not like those no-good friends you have, who'll keep climbing up th ladder of success, nd leave you probing around in th darkness below for a torchlight t climb t th top. You know who they are. You don't need anybody else, you live for yourself, nd only you. When you're at th top, you're th one who's goina feel th satisfaction, not them. Why let them see that you're doing worse nd worse? Nd give them th light of glory t talk more nd more about you nd how you're failing? When people know you, there's bound t be people who love you t bits nd pieces, nd people who hate you. There's never goina be even one person in th world, who's not hated by someone else. That's th fact of life.

Just know that, I'm always here for you. Through everything. Your bad results, your phases, your changes in attitude, your change of friends, through everything, I promise t always be by your side. You should already know that. We've been through ups nd downs for a year. We've had our share of fun nd laughter, nd I think we've spent enough time slacking already. Don't you think so too? Enough of slacking already, it's time t pull our socks up nd prove t those who don't believe in us that we can make it, without their fucking hypocrisy. NEVER change yourself t make people like you. It's just goina make people hate you more, cause you yourself ain't respecting yourself nd being comfortable with who you are. Then how in th world are they goina give YOU that respect? Believe in yourself, twinzx. I know you can make it. You've got Mid-Year, CA2, nd End-of-Year Examinations t prove yourself. I'm not asking you t do it for me, twinzx. It's for your own future. You've seen me, how i threw my life down th drain last year. I don't want you t become like that. So what if we've only a few friends? Atleast we know they're true t us. It's not goina matter if you have tons of friends, cause th number of friends you have ain't goina get you through your 'O' levels, with th results you want. It's your future, twinzx. You're not goina ruin it just cause of your CA1 results nd lack of friends right? I'm telling you this for you, I wanna see you make it, wanna see you happy. Don't be like me, where I havta work hard nd put in so much damned effort this year just t pass my 'O' levels. Everything's easy if you put your heart nd soul into it. I love you, twinzx.

Nd I appreciate th teachers who've been by my side, nd helping me out all this time. Thnks t Mdm Heryani, Cikgu Rahimah nd Mr Lee, who believed in me no matter what. You'll always be a part of me, nd I'll always remember how you've tried t change me into a better person.