I'm sick again. I seem t fall terribly sick atleast once every year. How very irritating nd tiring. Was texting Kak Yanti nd Ijan Baby-kush using my adeq's phone yesterday night, cause my prepaid's low. Another thing that's super irritating. I can't wait t find a job so that I can top-up my own card. Then my irritating brother started making noise saying that I was making his prepaid low as well. Jyeah3, whatever. -.- Fucking annoying. Like he can use all my stuff without asking for permission, made my bill reach hundreds just cause he was voting for something. Nd I can't even use his prepaid. Go nd die lah ey? Irritating sak, kat rumah.

I can't meet Ijan, can't meet Kak Yanti, Kak Fee, Abang Red, nd I haven't seen Twinzx in such a long time. I miss her like crazy la canzx. I wanna go outtttt! Gah, gotta go find a job soon. So damn effing bored at home, nd I can't even contact anybody.

Nd th worst thing's that I miss Ijan th most. I haven't seen him for WEEKS. Gah. How annoying. Sch's starting next week. Nd I havta study properly. I don't wanna repeat Sec 4 again. I gotta prove t everyone, especially my mum nd stepdad, that I can study. That I'm not hopeless like they think. Haish! I miss Ijan's smile, his kiss, his hugzx. I wanna see him now! I wanna hug him, kiss him like last time. I miss th old times. )):

I don't even know if he still loves me. ):